attraction?

[fire.starterman]

Hey guys.

So. Ive been attrcated to transsexuals ever since I left home and got my very own private Internet connection and discovered transsexual porn probably about ten years ago. Its not something I wanted to happen or was even particularly open to at the time but never the less the attraction was there and I felt compelled to explore it.

I kind of went through stages with it. At first I was a bit disgusted with myself and ashamed of my feelings. Then I kind of got my head around the idea and just started enjoying it in private. Then I moved onti actually wanting to meet a ts and explore that side of my sexuality.

When I was finally at the point that I had come to terms with the fact that I have a sexual preference for ts and wad actively seeking out ts partners with not hang ups ive suddenly lost interest!

I am still attracted to stunning transsexuals but sexually im leaning back towards genetic girls! For the first time in a long time when I switch in my computer im watching straight porn again. I'm getting more turned on my the kind of stuff I was into when I was 15 pre discovering ts porn.

Im not sure whats going on and why. Has anyone else experienced this? Im wondering if ive just spent years chasing a fantasy that now ive experienced it it has not lived up to the reality.

[GroobySteven]

ive just spent years chasing a fantasy that now ive experienced it it has not lived up to the reality.

You've answered your own question.
I believe the ones who have real relationships with transgenders are less those that are following a fantasy and more those who have an attraction to them that is deeper than physical.

Some things are best left as a fantasy and erotica is a perfect outlet for that.