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06-19-2012 #1
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Life is unfair
You know what
Life is unfair...
But at least I am living my life not pretending to be someone else or something I am not....I have been made very unhappy by other people telling me what to do and how to be... I never got the chance to be myself untill now...
And yes I have become different...
I feel and am a woman but socially I was different...
Socially I am different
And I will stay different till the day I die.
And life is unfair...
I know that when I meet a nice guy he will always have to go
though the social conscequences of beeing with a TS...
And I have accepted that most men have unrealistic expectations of me because I am a TS... like wanting to be a bttm with me... or dressing up...
And the one's that are top and straightish... most of them dont want
others to know that they date and or love me...
It is unfair...
But I have accepted it...
At least I am living my life from my heart
In an honest way..
At least Im alive and myself...
I cant help guys choosing the easy way and the easy life out of fear...
But you will never really be able to love me just as I am...
Coz you will be too afraid to love me...
And it is really your loss... not mine...
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06-19-2012 #2
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06-19-2012 #4
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Re: Life is unfair
Get real. People just come here for free cock photos. Since when do you guys give a rat's ass about the struggles of a TS? You guys don't give a shit and you know it. Of all places to seek empathy...
OP, I do feel for you to some degree. But you're in the wrong place. This is the wrong crowd. Don't bother showing your vulnerability here. These guys are the last people who give a shit. The best you'll get is some dork who'll patronize you.
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06-19-2012 #5
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Re: Life is unfair
But you're right. Life is rarely "fair". I've known that since I was 8 or 9 yrs old. But now what?
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06-19-2012 #6
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Re: Life is unfair
now nothing...just live it like you do...
it took me a long time not to be angry anymore about the homophobia/transfobia or angry about being a Ts...or about people always going against me instead of lending a helping hand...and longer to accept that most guys that want to be intimate with me are afraid to admit it...like im some lepar...being TS sometimes feels like a criminal record...but a medieval one where they would cut off hands and ears to show the world what you had done...
i think its easier to be gay...coz thats two against the rest of the world..
As a TS you can feel very solo when you with a guy...its you against the rest of the world and he somewhat hiding from it all...
I sometimes wonder if my heart will ever really melt for a guy i like under these conditions...i dont think so.
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06-19-2012 #7
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06-19-2012 #8
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I'm not minimizing what you're saying in the least....so don't get me wrong....but unfair is an 18 year old kid who for whatever his reasons goes to Afghanistan as a pimple faced kid and 6 months later comes back minus 2 legs and an arm, or a 10 year old kid walking to school in a poor neighborhood who gets caught in a hail of gang gunfire. There's a lot of unfairness out there....I'm glad you seem to have come to terms with yours.
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06-19-2012 #9
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06-19-2012 #10
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