I was raped by a ts woman: I think she broke me

[ballastodawall]

Ok this isn’t a fictional story or something I’ve made up to entertain you guys. This story is true and I’m only going to sharing it to see what you guys think. I will call this woman Lisa (to preserve anonymity).

I met a beautiful TS woman(Lisa) online and we talked for a about a month or so before she told me she was coming to town for business the following week. She called me when she got to town and asked if I would be free to come to her hotel. I honestly replied that I was busy with work and would not be able to come see her while she was in town. At this point, I thought that she would be mad and either accept my apology or never talk to me again.

Fast forward a few months later (I spoke to her a few times after the first missed meet up), she tells me that she’s in town for business. I apologized again for not being able to see her previously while she was in town and told her I’d love to come see her. Lisa seemed genuinely kind even though I knew she was somewhat upset about the failed attempt to meet up. Lisa told me to get in the shower and then come over.

I proceeded to get cleaned up and called her to tell her I was on my way. Lisa responded that she thought I would have already been on my way and to hurry up(another red flag). I told her I’d try to get to her soon but I was about 40 mins away with traffic.

So when I got to her hotel about 50 minutes had passed. I called apologetically and said I was late due to traffic. Lisa nonchalantly told me to come to her room.

I thought when I came to see her that we were just going to hang out, talk, and possibly go get something to eat. Lisa seemed to have other ideas on how things should go.

When I knocked on the room door Lisa opened the door quickly. She looked amazing with flowing curly black hair, brown caramel skin, a beautiful face with lip gloss on her full lips, and wearing only a pink tank top with no pants or underwear. At this point I looked down to see a massive semi-erect dick (looked about 9inches already). Lisa laughed while observing my dumbfounded look and told me to come in.

Once I entered the room, Lisa sat on the edge of the bed and asked me in a stern voice, why was I late. I responded hesitantly that traffic and parking were horrendous and I was sorry for being late. She looked at me with a very serious demeanor and said, “what do you like to do with a TS woman?” My somewhat naive ass said, “I like to hang out, talk, go out to eat with, and please whatever woman I’m with.” Lisa responded by saying “we’ve talked enough and I’m not hungry. But since you like to please I’ll feed you.”

I have had limited experience with TS women but I definitely thought this girl cared about getting to know me more and wasn’t strictly interested in sex. So after her comment, I stared at Lisa with a puzzled look on my face. She responded by pointing down to her growing dick (now at least 10 inches and almost as thick as a can). She looked me in the eyes and said, “SUCK!” Being a strong, masculine, muscular man, with a thick 8 inch dick of my own, I felt conflicted on how. I should respond. This woman who was beautiful, feminine (extremely passible as a genetic woman), and much smaller in stature than me had me scared as hell. When I looked down at her huge dick and then up into her eyes I thought of running to exit the room.

Those thoughts were quickly abandoned when Lisa powerfully pulled me by the arm to my knees. She then grabbed my head in one swift motion and pulled it towards her dick. As I started to say “slow down” she pushed my head down on her dick( Internally I was going crazy because this small girl just shoved her massive dick in my mouth almost effortlessly). Lisa continued to push my head down on her dick and repeadtly told me to “suck.” By this time I just wanted her to stop pushing my head down so I could breathe, so I mustered up all the energy I had and started sucking and stroking her dick. Thankfully she released my head long enough for me to get a in a few deep breaths. Lisa continued to tell me to “suck” while she looked down at me with a passionate look of control. Then suddenly Lisa told me to get up, take off my clothes, and lay on my back.

My normal reaction would have been to say fuck you and leave, but that’s not what happened. I got up from the floor, took of my pants and shirt, leaving only my tank top on and layed on my bacon the bed. Then Lisa grabbed a Magnum XL condom from her nightstand, put a bottle of lube in my hand, and instructed me to rub the lube on my Asshole if I didn’t want to be in pain. Something about her commanding approach made me feel like I could not say no, so I did as I was told. Once Lisa put the condom on (which only covered around 75% of her dick) she looked me in the eyes and said “put your fucking legs up.” I complied, thinking that this girl might be crazy so I should probably listen.

Then without hesitation Lisa pushed the huge head of her dick in my hole. I’ve only been fucked a few times(years ago) so the initial thrust and sheer size of this woman made me scream in extreme pain. Lisa looked down at me and said “stop, you’re a big man you can take it.” I blankly stared back into her eyes, literally feeling guilty for being in pain. After a few minutes in this position, Lisa told me to “get on your knees and arch my back.”

I hesitantly got up and switched positions on the bed; again feeling almost obligated to listen to this woman and follow her commands. As Lisa got behind me in started pushing her dick into my hole, I started to panic. As she got at least halfway in I said “it hurts bad, please stop, you’re dick is too big.” While looking down at me and continuing to push more of her dick into me, Lisa said “stop crying, that’s not it.” She continued to fuck me barely getting halfway in while I protested “Lisa it’s too big, please stop” and she responded again” that’s not it”. This went on for st least five minutes before she got frustrated and walked to the bathroom.

Lisa came out of the bathroom without a condom on her dick and opening up a new condom package. I was still in the doggy style poition when she started to put more lube on my hole and tod me “relax.” I tried to relax and then I felt her push her fat dick inside me again. This time something felt different and her dick started sliding in deeper into my hole. It was still painful as hell bht it was like more of her dick kept going inside of me. I looked back at her and said “Lisa, what are you doing?” And she replied “don’t look back here.” So now she is continuing to fuck me and I keep looking back at her asking her to stop. I finally got enough energy to push her off of me. As I look back at her, I see that Lisa doesn’t have a condom on and the condom is still in the wrapper.

At this point I’m really upset and ask her “ you’re fucking me raw?” She laughs and responds with a sinister smile on her face and says “Yep!” Then without hesitation she forced her dick back into my ass as I yelled for her to stop. My please fell on deaf ears and Lisa started fucking me hard and said “you really are handsome.” She would put her whole length inside of me then pull almost all the way out and then slam back into me as hard as she could. The crazy part is that she did this in rapid succession, moving so fast that I could barely object. I was forced to take the brutal fucking while she pushed my ass and back into the the bed. This whole time I was in extreme pain but her dick started to hit something deep inside of me (what I’ve learned now is the prostate).

Lisa must have felt empowered at this point and threw me down onto the hotel floor. She proceeded to get behind me and stuffed her entire dick into my ass. I screamed helplessly as she jammed her dick into me faster and harder. All I could do was scream and grunt. I was in pain but this crazy feeling of pressure and slight pleasure was being punched inside of my ass. As she continued to fuck my prostate with increased power, I felt myself lose control and my body started to spasm. I pleaded with Lisa again to stop, but she did not listen. She continued to fuck me in the position and make me orgasm from my ass(t least 3 times in this position).

After that, she got up and laid on her back on the bed. She told me to face the wall and sit on her dick. I reluctantly did what I was told. As soon as my hole touched her dick, she pulled me into her lap and thrust herself into me. It’s almost like she got pleasure out of watching me squirm and react to her punishing my ass. Needless to say, she fucked me in this position making me come 3 more times.

Once she got tired of this position, Lisa told me stand and bend over on the couch. I follwed her command and bent over. As she entered me again, I was still in a lot of pain, but she did not care. She fucked me mercilessly and told me to”take all of her dick and shut up.” Almost all my energy was gone, but Lisa managed to forced me to cum 2 more times from her pummeling my hole. As I came the last time my ass convulsed violently and squeezed her dick rapidly. Lisa started to moan uncontrollably and told me she was about to cum.

She then pulled out of me, told me to face her, and finished by jerking her dick in my face and splashing a massive load all over my chest.

Then Lisa walked away from me as if nothing happened and sat on the bed with her dick still dripping cum. I asked her “why did you fuck me raw, why didn’t you stop when I asked?” Her only response was “I’m negative, clean , and I didn’t cum in you.” (Thankfully my tests show she was telling the truth, but what the fuck!) Lisa was really nice afterwards and acted as if everything that just happened was normal. We’ve even seen each other since this encounter.

So I shared all this to say, this situation really fucked me up. I feel like I was raped by this girl but most people wouldn’t believe it. Also, I feel guilty for allowing it to happen and for actually having orgasims while it was happening. I feel like this woman literally broke me. I was into women(GGs) and TS women before but this situation has made me both reluctant of TS women and feel a need to serve them(I know it doesn’t make much sense).

Has this ever happened to any of you? If so, where do you go from here? All comments are welcome, just don’t be a dickhead please.

[holzz]

you let her do it. you had the power to walk away.

and why are you still seeing her?

she was inappropriate, for sure. but no rape. if she's so terrible and evil, then why are you still seeing her?

if you were being abused, then you accepted/accept it.

[holzz]

but then tell her to fuck off. don't hang out with her.

name and shame her. she's clearly a controlling and abusive bitch, and probably wanted to dominate you with her cock size.

if she's like this, it doesn't make sense that she's friendly. actually, it does - she seems like a cold bitch. just dump her and move on.

[ballastodawall]

Don’t think she’s terrible or evil. I get your point. I take responsibility for the part I played in this. She has been very kind outside of this situation. It was a little confusing to me. Thanks

[rhythmicdelivery]

Tldr

Title got me hard though.

[holzz]

Don’t think she’s terrible or evil. I get your point. I take responsibility for the part I played in this. She has been very kind outside of this situation. It was a little confusing to me. Thanks

But then she fucked you rough, and then is cool. call her out on it.

[rhythmicdelivery]

Skimmed it.

Cool fake story, bro.

[ballastodawall]

Nah, I’m good on that. It took me a while to even talk about this. I do respect your point of view though. Thanks again.

[ballastodawall]

The story is true.

[giovanni_hotel]

Not a true story, but entertaining. Rape victims don't usually voluntarily hang out with their rapists weeks later.

Also, your prostate isn't deep inside you.

Your first time with this TS escort and she gave you a freebie??lol

Right.