What ever happened to....

[MercedesSLR]

She has an instagram and took over her friend camila (RIP another T girl who passed away a few years back, she had a few scenes but i forget the other name she posted under) and constanly post there. She has an onlyfans account currenlty https://onlyfans.com/cozygemini

[MercedesSLR]

Im guessing ill never find out about Barbie Woods. I hope shes doing ok.

[AlexaV]

Another way tgirls “disappear” is if they get into a relationship.

An absence may not be due to dramatic reasons as many guys may not want their girls (including t-girls) to shoot more porn, do SW, etc.. Then there’s a break-up, money gets tight, or regular work sucks, and they’re back.

[luvzbig1s]

I think she was killed in a car accident But I may be mistaken

[ceejay100]

Im guessing ill never find out about Barbie Woods. I hope shes doing ok.

Barbie retired back in 2016. Below is what she wrote at the time (this message is already here on HA somewhere but I couldn't find it)

Hello everyone, I know I said I would post a video awhile back, but due to some unforeseen circumstances, I changed my mind. Those circumstances were part of my retirement, and the fact if my son ever found out I did it, after promising to be a mom instead of a porn star. It would break my heart to loose his trust! Even though he is 17 years old, and agrees I should have my own life after hes on his own. I also felt it would be disrespectful to my husband, even if its just me in naughty sleep wear saying " Hello I'm still alive and kicking ". I have put my family through a lot in the past years, and my husband has put up with a lot. Always wanting me to change, live my life right, not to be a novelty to the world. I understand that, I feel his pain when he is reminded, that I was shared for the world. Things have been written about me , some are true and most are not. I will tell you, its great writing and fantasy in some. I have been with my hubby since 2002, and most of all that time together I traveled and work, did some films, lied about them. Betrayed his trust. But through everything , he stayed! I Thought, this guys is nuts, I'm not the house wife type. With the things Ive done through the years before him, and while in a relationship with him, most guys would have dumped me. Be he didn't . Truth, I started doing porn, cause I had a friend who was dying, from cancer. She had no medical, no money, no help, and she was so tired and weak and couldn't help herself. I would have never let her do what I did.... she was sweet, broken, innocent in ways that men would conceive unbelievable. So I did what I felt I had to do to save my friend. My whole life with men as always been " I love you but, you cant have my children." or " I feel guilty cause I'm not gay, god has a plan for me. Please understand. " Or my favorite when the novelty of me is over, " Its not you, its me " So I grew up believing there was no-one for me who truly would love me. So I did porn, I escorted, I was a bad girl in a good way.
I also took care of my mother and father, as well as my husband and children ( his by the way ). My regrets are, I loved what I did. But I love my family so much more. They deserved better than me, I tried so hard to hide my secrete night life from them, I failed. I broke the vision my son had of me, I betrayed a man that I believed really didn't love me, but was using me for his on personal fuck doll. I didn't mind that part cause I do love sex, I'm a sexual being. Of course they didn't have to want for anything, what I had was theirs. And what my hubby gave me, money could never buy. Children! Junior was 2 years old when I first saw him, he came to live with me and my hubby in 2003. I fell more in love with him than I did my husband. Is that bad? I would die for him. Believe me, I have died over and over for him, all the miss truths, and deceptions. How would you feel if you grew up with someone you thought was a wonderful beautiful person who took care of you, taught to the values of life, morals and integrity. To find out the same morals and values don't run through her veins, that she lost hope in herself, and just gave up. He told me once a few years ago when he was 14, I was a lie. living a lie, that I was pretending to be a mom. That I had no idea what it truly meant to be a mother, none the less a woman. It hurt. A part of me felt the truth in that, but another part of me didn't, the young innocent boy I was when I ran away from home at twelve looking for a place of acceptance. He was still very much alive inside me, the values I took with me when I left home, the hopes and dreams I believed in, the morals in which I raised myself to have and treasure.
Truth....My Name as always been Stacie, its a true fact my dad named me after Stacey Keach his favorite actor. As I transformed myself into the woman I am today, I tried to keep all I treasured, I thought I was going to change the world. However that little boy inside me got lost, pushed deep into the darkest corners of my being. Truth, I am not a bitch, Im very nice and kind, caring person, with a loving strong heart for all mankind. A lie.....I have not had a sex change, I'm very happy with what I have. I made a promise to God that even though deep down I feel like a true woman, I would keep it as a reminder that he did not make a mistake. I am living a life I believe that was truly meant for me. That includes everything that I have done throughout my life. If not I wouldn't be here right now sharing this with you.

YOU ask why I'm sharing, well because I'm Barbie Woods and I can! No I'm kidding, because every person I've met, every client I picked and dealt with, every blog written about me, or thread posted, has help me in some way. Boyfriends... made me strong and independent, after always breaking my heart. I still love them to this very day, just a different type of love. A love I believe we should all have for one another. I believe when you tell someone you love them, that should always remain, because at one point it was true. My clients that I chose to see, and some who just chose me..... Almost everyone of them added to my life, while very few just took away. I learned so much from a lot of them, and they were all so kind and generous. Up until I retired, some would just call to see if I'm ok ( Breathing LOL!! ) no, really, to see if I needed anything . to let me know that they cared. I loved that, and I will miss them. It wasn't always about the sex my friends, it was a lot more than that. To all of them thank you, for allowing me to be apart of you, thank you for sharing what you did. Like you're fears, failed marriages, broken homes, you're broken hearts. Importantly, the desires you've had to hide away, fetishes that remained in video and our visits, the feelings you could not share with anyone else in fear that they would think you're sick, or gay. Not to forget, the ones who live behind closed doors when no-one else was around. Slipping into silky hose, and sexy black heels. Hiding the face that everyone else see's, covering it with make up, red lipstick. Wishing you could just free her into a world that would not judge you. I love you most of all, cause I lived that life.

And of course places like Hung Angeles, who always had very kind things to say, lifting my heart when I needed it to shine. I share this with you because, without you I would have never been. I'm great full to all of you, I thank you for you're kind words, you're nasty little thoughts, you're sweet " I love you's" You guys didn't make me feel like a object, you made me feel more like a person. Just remember, every time I would look into the camera, either in pictures or video, it was for you. It's me saying to you, I love you too! I wrote this, because I wanted you know who I was, who I am. I'm more than a picture, or a video clip. I'm real, I'm approachable, and if you want to know something just ask me....I come here every once in awhile when I'm missing you. Cause you always know what to say to make me feel......Loved, desired and missed. Thank you for listening

Love, Barbie XOXOX

Ps- My relationship with MY SON, is very strong. Thanks to what I've learned through my journey. I hope you're journey what ever I may be leads you to same peace and happiness I've been blessed with. Now go watch m one of my movies.....

[Ben]

Whatever happened to Zoe the Fuck Puppet? Had a big crush on her.

[Admirer1]

She moved to Hawaii.

[MercedesSLR]

Barbie retired back in 2016. Below is what she wrote at the time (this message is already here on HA somewhere but I couldn't find it)

Hello everyone, I know I said I would post a video awhile back, but due to some unforeseen circumstances, I changed my mind. Those circumstances were part of my retirement, and the fact if my son ever found out I did it, after promising to be a mom instead of a porn star. It would break my heart to loose his trust! Even though he is 17 years old, and agrees I should have my own life after hes on his own. I also felt it would be disrespectful to my husband, even if its just me in naughty sleep wear saying " Hello I'm still alive and kicking ". I have put my family through a lot in the past years, and my husband has put up with a lot. Always wanting me to change, live my life right, not to be a novelty to the world. I understand that, I feel his pain when he is reminded, that I was shared for the world. Things have been written about me , some are true and most are not. I will tell you, its great writing and fantasy in some. I have been with my hubby since 2002, and most of all that time together I traveled and work, did some films, lied about them. Betrayed his trust. But through everything , he stayed! I Thought, this guys is nuts, I'm not the house wife type. With the things Ive done through the years before him, and while in a relationship with him, most guys would have dumped me. Be he didn't . Truth, I started doing porn, cause I had a friend who was dying, from cancer. She had no medical, no money, no help, and she was so tired and weak and couldn't help herself. I would have never let her do what I did.... she was sweet, broken, innocent in ways that men would conceive unbelievable. So I did what I felt I had to do to save my friend. My whole life with men as always been " I love you but, you cant have my children." or " I feel guilty cause I'm not gay, god has a plan for me. Please understand. " Or my favorite when the novelty of me is over, " Its not you, its me " So I grew up believing there was no-one for me who truly would love me. So I did porn, I escorted, I was a bad girl in a good way.
I also took care of my mother and father, as well as my husband and children ( his by the way ). My regrets are, I loved what I did. But I love my family so much more. They deserved better than me, I tried so hard to hide my secrete night life from them, I failed. I broke the vision my son had of me, I betrayed a man that I believed really didn't love me, but was using me for his on personal fuck doll. I didn't mind that part cause I do love sex, I'm a sexual being. Of course they didn't have to want for anything, what I had was theirs. And what my hubby gave me, money could never buy. Children! Junior was 2 years old when I first saw him, he came to live with me and my hubby in 2003. I fell more in love with him than I did my husband. Is that bad? I would die for him. Believe me, I have died over and over for him, all the miss truths, and deceptions. How would you feel if you grew up with someone you thought was a wonderful beautiful person who took care of you, taught to the values of life, morals and integrity. To find out the same morals and values don't run through her veins, that she lost hope in herself, and just gave up. He told me once a few years ago when he was 14, I was a lie. living a lie, that I was pretending to be a mom. That I had no idea what it truly meant to be a mother, none the less a woman. It hurt. A part of me felt the truth in that, but another part of me didn't, the young innocent boy I was when I ran away from home at twelve looking for a place of acceptance. He was still very much alive inside me, the values I took with me when I left home, the hopes and dreams I believed in, the morals in which I raised myself to have and treasure.
Truth....My Name as always been Stacie, its a true fact my dad named me after Stacey Keach his favorite actor. As I transformed myself into the woman I am today, I tried to keep all I treasured, I thought I was going to change the world. However that little boy inside me got lost, pushed deep into the darkest corners of my being. Truth, I am not a bitch, Im very nice and kind, caring person, with a loving strong heart for all mankind. A lie.....I have not had a sex change, I'm very happy with what I have. I made a promise to God that even though deep down I feel like a true woman, I would keep it as a reminder that he did not make a mistake. I am living a life I believe that was truly meant for me. That includes everything that I have done throughout my life. If not I wouldn't be here right now sharing this with you.

YOU ask why I'm sharing, well because I'm Barbie Woods and I can! No I'm kidding, because every person I've met, every client I picked and dealt with, every blog written about me, or thread posted, has help me in some way. Boyfriends... made me strong and independent, after always breaking my heart. I still love them to this very day, just a different type of love. A love I believe we should all have for one another. I believe when you tell someone you love them, that should always remain, because at one point it was true. My clients that I chose to see, and some who just chose me..... Almost everyone of them added to my life, while very few just took away. I learned so much from a lot of them, and they were all so kind and generous. Up until I retired, some would just call to see if I'm ok ( Breathing LOL!! ) no, really, to see if I needed anything . to let me know that they cared. I loved that, and I will miss them. It wasn't always about the sex my friends, it was a lot more than that. To all of them thank you, for allowing me to be apart of you, thank you for sharing what you did. Like you're fears, failed marriages, broken homes, you're broken hearts. Importantly, the desires you've had to hide away, fetishes that remained in video and our visits, the feelings you could not share with anyone else in fear that they would think you're sick, or gay. Not to forget, the ones who live behind closed doors when no-one else was around. Slipping into silky hose, and sexy black heels. Hiding the face that everyone else see's, covering it with make up, red lipstick. Wishing you could just free her into a world that would not judge you. I love you most of all, cause I lived that life.

And of course places like Hung Angeles, who always had very kind things to say, lifting my heart when I needed it to shine. I share this with you because, without you I would have never been. I'm great full to all of you, I thank you for you're kind words, you're nasty little thoughts, you're sweet " I love you's" You guys didn't make me feel like a object, you made me feel more like a person. Just remember, every time I would look into the camera, either in pictures or video, it was for you. It's me saying to you, I love you too! I wrote this, because I wanted you know who I was, who I am. I'm more than a picture, or a video clip. I'm real, I'm approachable, and if you want to know something just ask me....I come here every once in awhile when I'm missing you. Cause you always know what to say to make me feel......Loved, desired and missed. Thank you for listening

Love, Barbie XOXOX

Ps- My relationship with MY SON, is very strong. Thanks to what I've learned through my journey. I hope you're journey what ever I may be leads you to same peace and happiness I've been blessed with. Now go watch m one of my movies.....

Thank you for sharing! I appreciate it I feel like I have closure. I followed her on her YouTube journey in the hopes she would continue there. However it was ultimately cut short. This at least gives me peace of mind that she ok and doing alright.

[redtiger]

I swear I just saw someone who looked a lot like her on Twitter(hope it's okay to mention that site on here). She may still be going by that name!

[redtiger]

Didn't she move to NYC?